Hi! im just gonna write about my day and stuff here, be warned i ramble.
Okay, so this was kinda difficult to figure out but i did it! anyways, im listening to Supersonic by oasis. i never really listened to oasis before i met my boyfriend but i like them loads! he has really good music taste to be honest. isnt it strange that music sounds different when its on headphones vs outloud? i think about that alot actually. i know why, (sound waves) but its just stange to me. i dont know i have a stange mind i guess?
i saw my boyfriend today! i went to this thing for gay people, and he walked there with me. i keep forgetting to give him these pansies i got him (because hes a pansy) but im gonna try remember soon. anyways! at the thing i was at, i think i annoyed someone? im pretty good at that. My therapist thinks i have a worry about what everyone thinks of me and thats why i struggle socially but honestly im pretty extraverted! At the gay thing (gonna refer to it as that cuz it doesnt have a name yet) theres this guy, we were talking about our shared traumas and stuff and ngl i wanted to hug him. ALSO! these people got pizza? they were only £5 and i tried some! it was so good.
earlier today, i was in school. i had physics first and i was actually having fun, then a guy brought up my trauma and it was so hard after. i couldnt talk to anyone and i felt almost suffocated? anways next was PE. but we had this assembly thing instead and i started crying during it which sucked (crying because of what the guy said to me) i just wanted to go home. afterwards i was kinda shaky and yelled at a girl for touching me. i felt so bad about it because she doesnt know and shes really nice! but i couldnt handle the physical contact despite me being a VERY touchy person.
i was thinking about home schooling before, i could probably do it, my dads offered to let me before but i dont know. i probably wont im too close to my GCSE's. i would jump at the chance though im not going to lie.im gonna go do my homework now! goodnight!!